Dark Erotic Fiction

Robert”s Slave Owner”s Diary: Day 71—JEANIE”S STORY

Robert Donner (with Og Beater)

WHO—Jeanie, Donna, Jolin, Debra, Jillian

WHAT—Jeanie explains why Max Knapp sold her off

WHERE—Slave Think Tank Annex/Culbert”s Research Group

WHEN—Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Jeanie was curled up in a tight fetal position, sobbing her heart out on the floor. I glanced at Donna, flashed the signal for “do I play good cop now?” Donna nodded. I got on the floor and held my slave. She latched on to me as soon as she recognized me. I waited until she stopped apologizing.

“Jeanie, pull it together. Wash your face. You and I are going for a walk.”

It was cold and windy outside, too cold for a naked slave. The Slave Think Tank Annex was set in an old hotel or girl”s school or mansion of some type, so we walked the halls. At first, we just walked. Jeanie had clearly been overwhelmed.

“What was that all about?” I asked when Jeanie”s hiccups quelled. Jeanie was silent for a while. “You tested out with an IQ of 160, Jeanie. You had a 3.90 GPA from Dutch Hall, which means that you are very smart. What made your father sell you off?”

“I don”t know.” Her face screwed up again. “I”m not even a good cock sucker!”

“Tell me anyway.” I kissed her forehead. “Go through what you remember from that entire week.”

Jeanie may seem mentally slow to most. It is because she over-thinks things. Ask her “how are you” and Jeanie will think it over before delivering a detailed status report. She took nearly half an hour relating every thing about that week. Anita had warned me that Jeanie had that lost puppy look—more like a whipped puppy. She had given up—that”s all. I listened carefully.

“So what happened was you didn”t put out even when you were all but raped by a date your father forced on you,” I said. “When caught, your date—he was no boy friend—defended himself by saying that he and the entire basket ball team had sex with you. The next morning you were at Spellbook Slaves being sold.”

“Yes, Master. I don”t expect you to believe me.” Jeanie hung her head. “There is now no evidence that I was still a virgin. Some of what Papa said was true. Yes, I am no good at housework. I”m just messy. I daydream a lot. Sometimes I forget things.”

“I believe you.” Jeanie gaped at me. “I am convinced that you are telling me the truth. I am very lucky that Anita picked you up and I am glad that you are my slave. You”re smart, you”re pretty—”

“Me? Pretty?”

“Yes, you. Your major blemish is that you have no self confidence. You don”t believe in yourself. We can fix that—IF you don”t give up on me.” I held her close against me. “Your father has the same problem. He knew you. I think you never lied to him.”

“I didn”t. He could always find out the truth.”

“Yet he took the word of a stranger over that of his daughter, didn”t bother checking the evidence, and sold you at a giveaway price. In a few months I”ll follow up on Max Knapp for statistical purposes. His form said that he sold you for being a slut and neglecting your school work and never doing housework. You”ve done everything I”ve asked until now.”

“I just don”t get cock sucking, Master.”

“What don”t you get?” She explained for several minutes until a dim candle lit up in my head. I”m no genius. Jeanie was. She had overwhelmed herself with the task. Jeanie TRIED too hard and put herself in a “confusion state” before despair set in. “I see what you were doing wrong. Let”s go back to Donna and apologize for giving up. I”ll try explaining.”

Donna and Jolin were finished with the session. They were chatting with Debra.

“Master, I know what is wrong with Jeanie,” Debra was almost dancing on her toes. She had her own “aha” moment. “Jeanie isn”t taking it one step at a time.”

“We know that,” Donna said. “Jeanie was trying too hard. That caused her to not pay attention.”

“There is another factor,” Jolin said, “Jeanie is so submissive that she doesn”t have an ego. All she knew was that Donna beat her for being no good.”

“I have a suggestion,” Jillian entered the room as I spoke. “Switch to breasts for a while, then return to cock sucking. Tits and women are more like dicks to men—they still define a woman.”

“What are you talking abut, Master Robert? I came here to deal with a problem. Jeanie has virtually no sex skills. She was given the minimum scores across the F&S board. Her pain ratings were the only thing that came out normal.”

I explained about chicks and tits.

“So tits are more like dicks for a woman”s image. Men get proud of their size and how firm and what they can do with their cocks. Women want a big pair of breasts that are firm and can give pleasure. Those feminist who tried equating clits with cocks didn”t factor in the psychological factor. They were blinded by structure and didn”t pay attention to behavior.”

“Behavior,” Jillian repeated.

“We humans are complex,” I steered Jeanie towards Debra. “We love complex. We complicate our lives for the fun of it. Right now, Debra and Jeanie are going to suck each other”s nips while we watch. Donna, you”re off duty right now-correct?”

“What did you have in mind?”

“Once Jeanie gets the hang of sucking nipples, she can work on the suck trainer.”

“What”s wrong with using a natural suck trainer? You”ve got a yummy cock.” Donna had a point about natural—but I could neither confirm nor deny that I was yummy. Auto fellatio would further erode the hold women have over men. Would most men give up “relationships” with drama queens if they could suck themselves off? “”Jolin and I were going to stay the night. This looks interesting. We were leaving breast play for later. I didn”t think of breast play as a route to cock sucking.”

“Another thing,” Jillian added, “Jeanie is going to start over and take one thing at a time. It will hurt more and use more time. Jeanie, you are going to work on the suck trainer without any distractions—no harness, no dildo. We will put the dildo in you later and introduce you to all of its functions. Your problem is that you try. DON”T TRY! Do. Doing doesn”t require thinking. Just let go and do what you are told to do.”

“When I entered Marine boot camp, only thought that I could walk,” I said, reliving those awful first days. “I didn”t even think about it. When my DI yelled at me and I thought through each drill movement, I couldn”t tell left from right any more. I tripped over my own feet, crashed into the recruits around me and in general botched up the simple task of marching. Donna and Jolin are your DIs here. Sex skills are very important for a slave. You are going to learn to give pleasure, receive pleasure and even take pleasure from giving pleasure to others.”

“I want to, Master Robert,” Jeanie teared up, “but I”m no good!”

“Let me try hypnosis,” Jillian said. She and I had discussed each slave prior to the start of their training. For training purposes, Donna”s pain slaves established their superior status through pain. The CRG slaves had no rights—Jillian”s pain slaves had the right and duty to inflict pain to establish the status inequality between pain slave and trainee. “I like the titty idea, Master Robert. But 80% of human activity takes place below the level of consciousness.”

Donna and Jolin were off the clock. Debra hung around because I asked her to. Jillian was able to put Jeanie in a light trance. After about an hour, Jillian called it a night.

“Much better, Jeanie,” Jillian said. “Master Robert, I”m spending the night here. I want Jeanie to sleep with you tonight. I”ll be there, too.”

It was a crowded bed that evening. In addition to sandwiching Jeanie between myself and Jillian, I was sandwiched between Jeanie and Debra. Humans don”t really sleep well solo. Jeanie will require close contact to lead her through a very vulnerable stage.

I will listen very closely to the trainers” instructions. Yes, they”re slaves—but they are the experts. I wasn”t aware that 80% of sex was below the level of awareness! Even a master has things to learn.